Life is funny sometimes. I think A will happen, but instead G happens. Looking back always provides 20/20 vision, but when I am in the thick of it I really am clueless. When I was prepping to move to Utah, I thought this blog would blow up with posts. I wondered how I would keep up with all the topics and ideas that would flood my mind. That was A. Instead, my mind is blank. I really have had no profound thought or experience cross my mind that I wanted to blog about. This is G.
I wonder why this has been and only have an inkling of an idea. When I was removed from the Mormon sphere of activity, Utah or Zion as some weirdos call it, I wanted and needed to stay connected. My connection to the activities and revolving life as a gay mormon was tired to this blog. Now that I am here, my connection comes in face time, and real life. Thus the need for the blog is diminished.
This could very well be false. I could easily pick up the blogging pace in a months time and this thing could really blossom. If it does, that would be wonderful. I have enjoyed blogging and getting to know people like you over the past 5 years. I hope this happens. But, if it doesn't and this blog slowly fades in the cemetery of blogs come and gone, I think I would be ok with that.
Though, come to think of it, that would be really sad for me.
Who knows. Only time will tell.
Only time will tell, indeed. Just don't every delete or "close" your blog! All these blogs are great resources.
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