Alas this is not what I wanted to blog about. I do find less and less desire to blog. Ever since my decision to stop forcing a conflict in my life, I find my need to vent or share frustrations, which was a large part of my blog, decreasing significantly. But every once in a while, I find I want to put my thoughts in writ form.
So last night after dinner, most of the guys went to a dance club. After my pathetic attempt at dancing I went over to the group and sat next to one of the new guys I met at dinner. We began small talk and he asked me if I was single. After explaining yes, he asked why. I explained my usual response of, "I'm picky," which is true and false. He then asked what I look for in a guy. (Let me interject here, if he was asking these questions because he was interested in me, I will hate myself forever, because he is very cute and we seemed to have a lot in common. I'm very unperceptive when it comes to things like that. Anyways, enough of my little crush.) In response to his question of what I looked for in a guy, I gave the typical, cliche answer, "Nice, sweet, caring, and a Mormon background."
After I woke up this morning I realized, I don't know what I want in a guy. Besides the Mormon background, which I think is very important for a mutual understanding of life experiences, I don't know what else I value in a partner.
Hopefully I will have more relationships from which I can determine what I value in a person I want to spend my life with.
It's good to hear your alive. :)
ReplyDeleteFirst off, I love your blog! I actually read and listened to the entire blog today and I love it! It was very interesting seeing your progression in finding who you are especially because I feel as if I'm one the same path in many regards. I hope that you find what you are looking for in life, and in guys!! And I know that this blog is meant for you to grow and write what you are thinking, but I hope you continue to write regularly...you're an inspiration to me and, I imagine, to others as well.
ReplyDeleteThanks Jake, I just get busy with school is all.
ReplyDeleteThank you Chase. Always nice to know people enjoy what I share and write about. Do you have a blog?
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DeleteSomeone caring and understanding- these are just some of the things that I’m searching for a man. ;)
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Thanks Chase.
ReplyDeleteKaren – I agree those are important, but aren't those on everyones list?