There is so much in my head that I can't put into type, so this audio is just me talking about my thoughts.
There has been something that has always bothered me. I don't know who I am.
I should have more hobbies. I should be more happy with my life. I just feel like I am nothing, in the grand picture. I am not like the people I see on TV or the movies. I know that those lives are fake and made up, but even when I look at my friends, they seem to have those kind of lives. Why don't I feel like I am living?
This isn't a doctrinal question. This is a earth, reality question.
Am I alone in this feeling, and it's something I need to work on, or is this a common feeling for everyone?