September 16, 2009
My Friend is Placing Bets On Me
**Content May be Graphic***
I have a gay, LDS friend in Idaho.
I don't really know what else to say about him. Not that there isn't anything to say, theres just nothing you need to know that will help make this blog make any more sense.
As most of you should know, I am moving up to Portland, Oregon to begin school soon. This will be my first time away from home, not at a church school or on my mission. Portland has a HUGE gay population, and I have already made some gay friends up there.
I am a virgin. I have done somethings, but never gone all the way. I am waiting for someone I care about. When and if I meet someone, losing my virginity is still a huge deal, because I will also be willing giving up my standing in Christ's Church. That scares me.
My friend, mainly as a joke, has been betting on how long it will take me to lose my virginity. He says two weeks.
It doesn't upset me that he has been betting on my virginity, nor does it upset me he thinks I won't make it two weeks. It scares me more than anything.
Virginity is not something anyone should place bets on, particularly when it would mean giving up SO much!
I told him it wont happen till I meet the right guy. He laughs and repeats, "two weeks."
Gosh I hope he wrong. No.... He is wrong. I have lasted 22 1/2 years, I can last 22 1/2 more if I want to.
In other news I got a letter from my missionary, He told me about his new area, and also said, "Dude, we have to hang out after my mish."
I couldn't stop smiling.